Saturday, March 26, 2005

Easter

I went to an Easter service at my church tonight. It was very uplifting and moving.

My nephew is spending the night tonight and going to church with me in the morning. I hope I get some sleep!

There is a guy at my church that has me troubled. I've known him for a few years. I met him at the Christian Student Center at MTSU. We've never been friends, and I guess I never really thought much of it until I started going to church with him. He says hi to people, shakes peoples hands, maybe hugs a few, and then he looks past me. I went up to him and said hi back when I first started going to church there and he said "hey" then there was this ackward silence and he turned around and went in the bathroom. I try to say hi when I see him, but he either doesn't hear me or he ignores me. I know there will always be people who don't like me and people who I don't like. However, I at least get to know someone before I decide if I like them or not. He's never even attempted to know me. He may think he knows me because of how I used to act, but thats not who I am anymore. There's been several times when I just want to go up to him and ask him what his problem with me is, but I don't. I guess it just hurts my feelings that I'm not worth even a hello to him. Your supposed to love everybody and I have tried to love him, but it's hard i'm getting quite the opposite vibe from him.

On a brighter note, I got a sandwich today that was supposed to be somewhere around $5.25. The guy only charged me $2.99. He said he was feeling generous and I didn't get everything on the sandwich that came on it. I will have to frequent this place more often and repay him for his genorosity. I guess giving me a discount is a good way to win me over as a customer. And no, for those who think like my sister, I did not give him my number or ask for his number. Nor do I want his number. I'm not sure where a guy would fit into my life right now. Especially if I get into nursing school. There will be no time, which is fine with me. I've done great this long being single.

2 comments:

mezzonurse said...

Hi, Sarah. I'm Sarah in Abilene. A nurse. Christian. Leo. Old enough to be your mother and yet identifying with you somehow. I got your "address" from Mike's blog list.
My blog is not up and running again. I took a break when my brother scared me about security, as if someone would stalk me if they had much info about me in the blog. But I want to learn to write better and intend to give this a try.

My advice about the guy at church. Notice who he hangs with that you know and get them to invite you both to a group going out for pizza or something. ?? ss

Sarah S. said...

Sarah,
Thanks for your Comments and for reading my blog. It's good to hear from someone who can identify with me. Let me know when you get your blog up and running.