Trusting in God

I went forward in church this morning. After the bad week I had last week, I was just feeling really broken. Like I was trying to hold it all together, but inside I was a mess.
I had an opportunity earlier this week, to go to nursing school in Nashville. That happened about the same time I got my TennCare papers. School is just not an option right now because of my health insurance situation. But since then, when I ask God what I'm supposed to do, I keep hearing that little voice in me saying "trust me." I can't help wondering that if maybe I had trusted God and gone to school in Nashville, maybe everything would have worked out.
Last night, I was pretty upset, thinking about what if I had messed up? What if by not trusting God I had screwed up everything? I asked for prayers this morning for my insurance situation, and for my job situation.
I sat through the sermon knowing that I needed to go forward. I knew that what is going on is not something I can face alone. Two men at my church went up also, for different reasons. One is someone I have known a while and care very much about. All three of us were crying and people were gathered around us and prayers were said. I felt such a relief to get all of it out in the open. There is no way I could have gone up like that at my old church. For one thing, I never felt like anyone there cared, and the church is so big it would have been really intimidating.
When church was over, my preachers brother came up to me. He is an administrator at a local nursing home. He said that if I want it, there is a job for me at the nursing home, with full benefits! I'm going there tommorow to talk to him about it. All I can say is, praise God! He humbled me and made me ask for help, then he provided an answer to my problems.
I feel so blessed to be a part of Stones River Church. Every time I am there, it becomes more evident that I'm in the right place. God put me there for a reason.

God,

Thank you for all you do in my life. You never stop amazing me with your love. Be with me as I go talk to Mark tomorrow about the job. Let this be an answer to my prayers. God please be with Steven and Steve. They both came forward when I did this morning. They have specific area's in their lives where they need you. God get them past what they are going through. God help me to trust in you more. Help me to put my relationship with you first.
Please be with Ashleigh. We took her to camp today. It's her first week long camp. Leaving her was not easy. Give us peace of mind, and keep her safe.
In your son's name,
amen